Fuck

I give up.
Wish I could turn it off.
Went from bad to worse.
Everything is going wrong.
I cant explain to you how stressed out I am.
Cause you know I'll never show it.

Its seems so stupid.
But balancing, school, work and a kid is hard.
...not to mention my love life..
Both of my parents are in the hospital
and I am taking care of my little brother.
My job is killing me but I need the money.
Yesterday was the first time I cried at my job.
Doesn't help that I feel like I'm not good enough.
Like I'm not doing a good job..
..I'm not being mature about this.

I just needed to get that off my chest.